Here’s my life right now. My previous best friend is being a complete ass to all of his friends. Blowing them off, not giving a shit about what they say, and swapping friends to some who don’t give a damn about him either. He dating a girl he doesn’t even like simply for the sake of having the title of a girlfriend. Speaking of girls, the girl I’VE liked for like 3-4 months now (that my previous best friend asked out and essentially started this lack of friendship and personality) likes someone else. But she wants to hang out all the time. And I’m not saying I don’t like hanging out with her. She knows that I like her and we try to avoid the topic yet if it comes up I try to just change topics. You have no idea how fucking awkward it is talking about how amazing sex is and her pitying me for not getting past second base when the one your talking with is the girl you like who doesn’t like you back. The worst part is that she is really physical with everybody except the guy she likes. So her talking about making out and third base and body shots and sex is kinda misleading. She tries not to lead me on but just talking about it gives me the wrong idea. And then she talks to my friends and says “oh well tell him that I still like someone else and I’m trying not to lead him on.” Yet we did some things that would seem to start a relationship. Not to mention the fact that she tells me (and for the most part only me) most if not all of her personal information. I guess, to sum it all up, FUCK MY LIFE!!!